1. |
Out of Reach
02:52
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Back here where I started
Rebuild all that I once had
When I look around me,
They make things seem so easy
As I try to get back up, no matter how many times, life
Pushes me back down
And I know I try, but I reach for the stars, yet
They still leave me
When life takes the ones that you love, and
Makes you insecure
You never know what will come tomorrow
Will they be by your side, or
Leave you all alone?
Just like everyone else did in the past
People say pain makes you stronger,
But I feel weaker everyday
My body is breaking, my mind never rests
Just to fulfill someone else's dream
And I'm tired of caring when care's never shown it's face to me
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2. |
Rotting
03:51
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Life decays as I sit and I watch these
Walls crumble that guard my insecurities
All the things that seem to make me stronger
Are the same things people use to bring me down
Give and give my soul 'till it’s empty
Never get a single thing in return
I’m sick and tired of all these goddamn
Backwards, one-sided expectations
I’m DONE clinging to all these
SHACKLES that drive me down
If you didn’t wanna be around,
You should’ve never bothered talking to me in the first place
You can lie, you can pry my soul away from me,
But when it’s time to give back, all you give me is shit
I’ve only wanted to make you all happy,
But now there’s no one left to trust
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE
ALL the lies that you hide behind your
“Friendship”, really just association
I give everything that I am,
But then again, who ever asked me for anything?
It’s the end of the line for me and I think that its time to
END IT ALL
There’s nothing left for me here but
SORROW, nightmares and FEAR
You can lie, you can pry my soul away from me,
But when it’s time to give back, all you give me is shit
I’ve only wanted to make you all happy,
But now there’s no one left to trust
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE
And now it’s time
And now it’s TIME
AND NOW IT’S TIME
And now it’s time to fucking die
All the idiots calling me, telling me I’m their friend
It’s destined for me to be alone
Watch the flesh peel away from my bones
If you really ever cared, you have a shitty way of showing it
BETRAYING ME, FUCKING ME, RAPING MY EMOTIONS
I should have seen it right from the start
You’re all the fucking same, you never cared about me
All I ever wanted was to give and give,
Now I say goodbye to all emotion
I leave behind an empty shell
To be forgotten and left for the flies
DIE
I FUCKING HATE YOU
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3. |
Divulge
04:31
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Trapped in the middle of emotion,
Always got the feeling I’m dying inside
Every time that I remember
What your selfish lust had put me through
All the lies that spread
IN MY HEAD
Took root inside my mind; all the failures over time
Almost turned me into a monster with no hope of return
You had your use to me
Now get THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD
You made me stronger
Find all the flaws that
Almost got the best of me
Carry out your selfish intentions.
You’ll find out it won’t get you anywhere
I’ll be there to watch you go up in flames
GHOSTS keep haunting me,
Faint presence, but always looming over
Hidden behind your invisible walls,
You flaunt your presence without fear of an attack
I know everything, you might say there wasn’t anything,
But it’s not in the actions, its only in the intent
ALL WE HAVE IS OUR MINDS
You tried to poison one with underhanded tricks and easy ploys.
Everything I have, everyone I know
I had to work hard to get until I bled
But here you come, looking for an easy way in
Only mistake, you tried to take what’s most precious to ME
Carry out your selfish intentions
You’ll find out it won’t get you anywhere.
I’ll be there to watch you go up in flames
We all have our breaking point;
The times we feel the most in need
Separate problems on both sides
You interfered, now I hope you DIE
If I could I’d bring the pain on you
That you had brought to me
I’d watch you squirm in anguish
Just to see if you’d survive
Everyday I ask myself:
How do I make a better self?
While all you do is try to take
Something that you’ll never understand
I walked into the pits of hell
And came back out alive
NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD
YOU’RE NOT WELCOME ANYMORE
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4. |
New Beginning
04:51
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All these years I’ve been so blind
Let the world slowly consume me
We both fell apart,
Now let’s rebuild ourselves together
I know the good outweighs the bad and
I won’t give these memr’ys up
I’m waiting here for you
Just give me one more chance
Like I gave you
All these times, all these adventures that we’ve had
Hold a place in my heart that I can’t hide
I know these things could be done with someone else,
But never would it feel the same
We’ve grown with each other together,
Discovering new things and overcoming the battles
Each doing things in our own way,
Fascination in the way the other thinks
We let other things cloud our minds
That should've never affected the other
I was lost, you were lost, we were drowning,
But neither of us knew that we needed to be saved
Trust me that I can trust in you
And with this, I swear we’ll make it through
All the shit that life throws in our way
We’ve both made mistakes we cannot change
But when it seems the light begins to fade,
And there’s no hope for us to rise,
Just remember that I will always try
To make sure this love will never die
I’m ready to shed my skin,
Leave behind the defiling thoughts,
Start over fresh and never look back
This time I know what to do
I’m sure more now than I have ever been
Neither of us really want to let go
Now let’s get out of this storm
With our heads held up high
I just wanna be weird with you,
Enjoy all the little things in our lives
Cause the only thing to me that matters
Is being crazy about you
Trust me that I can trust in you
And with this, I swear we’ll make it through
All the shit that life throws in our way
We’ve both made mistakes we cannot change
But when it seems the light begins to fade,
And there’s no hope for us to rise,
Just remember that I will always try
To make sure this love will never die
Forget destiny
Forget alternate possibilities
It’s you and me against the world
That’s the only way that it should be
I’ll be damned if I give up what I love most
So easily
I’ll be strong for you if you promise
To be strong for me
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5. |
Silent Screams
03:01
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Lying in the dark
As I stare into the void
Kept in this shell, I can never
Expel from this hell
Time to let go, time to give in, both
Don't let the anger or the sorrow
Find it's way through
Can you hear the silent screams?
That bring me to my knees?
I'm tired of anger, I'm tired of sorrow,
Just throw it all away
Don't forget to find and keep
The good things before you throw
The ones that suffer the most
Are the ones that were given the most happiness
It's a blessing and a curse
I can heal up with time,
But I need some comfort right now
Said there's none to offer right now
Should've learned its too hard for you to try
Can't be myself,
Mouth is sewn and arms are tied
I'm a worm with no place to go
But down into the earth
Where quiet and peacefulness lie
No happiness to cause me harm
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6. |
Breaking Silence
02:34
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It's getting hard to breathe now when I sit still
Not being able to break through these walls
That turn me into a demon in your eyes
And lay these scars across our hearts
We won't get better by just ignoring
All these feelings that we lock inside
I can't stand not having my best friend around,
But we both also need our time alone
Life isn't so simple and unchanging
There's always a way
Now that we understand each other
We can start again
Take things slow
Just live our lives
And see how things go
We distract ourselves by following our dreams,
But too many thoughts invade the SILENCE...
Opportunity knocks,
And dreams can change,
But it's the people that can't
Be replaced
I believe there's still a way for us
To overcome this disease
That we've brought on to ourselves
We both love being around each other, but first
We've gotta understand:
The reason why we love each other
Is because we're EXACTLY WHO WE ARE.
So leave your expectations behind
I'll let be you, just let me be ME
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7. |
Blue Moon
01:54
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I step outside to feel the warmth of the sun
No matter how I try I
Can't remove you from my heart
I'm just hopelessly in love with a ghost
There's just this constant feel
Of hopelessness,
With a giant gaping hole
Going through my chest
And in the end
I was made to know
That I was just a common fool
Chasing the blue moon
The greatest moment of joy in my life passes
This loss of love has led me to
Cherish every moment
No matter how seemingly mundane;
Because this is now,
And that's all that really matters
Told all my feelings are wrong
And worth absolutely nothing
I've been to the top of the world
So even if I don't find happiness again,
I KNOW I've experienced true love
And it's okay to love and not be loved in return
There's just this constant feel
Of recklessness,
With a giant gaping hole
Going through my chest
And in the end
I was made to know
To just live here in the moment
Chasing the blue moon
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8. |
Intertwined
02:12
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I close my eyes and realize that
This is for something better
Thoughts of you may haunt my bones
But I have to remain strong
We mend ourselves to be the ones
Who bring themselves fulfilment
When our paths may cross again
Hope that they intertwine
Once again at long last then
We'll have enough of ourselves to share
However long that may last,
For one day more or till our last breath
Our love will last forever
I close my eyes and realize that
This is for something better
The joy you've brought me and the times we've had
Can't ever be replaced
I'll wait for you forever
If forever's what it takes
When our paths may cross again
Hope that they intertwine
Once again at long last then
We'll have enough of ourselves to share
However long that may last,
For one day more or till our last breath
Our love will last forever
I'll always love you with all my heart
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